First day of sch yesterday. Kinda zhou bo the whole day. wanted to go for some class but in the end it was cancelled. Well... time of the year again where i always tell myself i need to study harder and get outa the educational system in singapore. I think i might really mean it now......

Anyway i just had my first run in about 3 mths. shag ah!!!! the running wasnt as bad as i tot it might turn out. but then the chin up after that was horrendous. only 6... jialat ah. ippt call up in september 5th. i booked my own at maju camp on the 31st Aug. I dun wan to go selerang camp so i better make sure i pass the one on the 31st. "Run 2 to 3 times a week till ippt," i say.

Friends? a word cheaply used to describe any person u might know by their first name?

today in my minor class. i told them using the most blunt way whom i might consider a friend and whom i considered a aquaintance. i was piss and anything tat comes to my mind came out.

we were doing a business simulation game for our minor module. another team and my team settled on a deal. i din realised it cos i tot we were "frens" and gone into the deal without much thought. when i started to do my 2nd deal. i realised my 1st deal was rubbish. how can i agree with it... when they still ask for more benefits... i was even more pissed. when i realised that i was shortchanged so much in the process, it pissed me off. so the evil middleman comes out and decided to sabotage them. striking another 3 deals swiftly, i decided i wan to back out and pay the penalty. in the process starving them of the technology they were suppose to get and making sure they have very little time to prepare a 2nd deal with someone else. i was evil but it make me shuang. end up, they, whom were high and mighty and leading became the 4th. (by the way i was 4th and became 2nd at the end).  

well end up during the evaluation of the game my team had to trash things out with the other. it got heated and i said told them i went into the deal thinking that we were friends. later it became just business. some guys asked "so we are not fren?" i told him and of cos the rest of the class as well that in 2 years i of my jc life, i only made 1 friend. the rest are just aquaintances. i told them another example that while inviting a fren to my bday party in sch. someone overheard and asked me why i never invite her. my direct reply to her (some gal thats quite cute) was "you also not my fren." it was mean but im being frank. i think i pissed people of that tot of me as a friend. but i also made sure whom i accept as a friend knows that they are my friends. well i guess today i made some friends and made many aquaintances pissed. shit happens but who gives...

My First Cryotherapy..... nabei maybe 2 more! Chao!!!!!!!

First - The nurse will swip the area with alcohol for disinfection.

Second - The nurse will start cutting up the wart till its deep enough.

Third - The nurse will use the freezing agent to freeze the area.

Fourth - The nurse will cut more of the flesh out........

Fifth - She freeze it again and finally wrap it up when u look pretty much in pain.

Sixth - No it doesnt end here. The pain is even more acute when the freezing agent wears off.

Please note that this treatment does not include any anesthesia. The only pain relieve recommended will be panadols about 1 or 2 hrs before you go for treatment. And i was definately not warned about it... High chance i still have to endure 2 more treatments like this. And i saw the big hole she left on my toe from all the cutting. Still she tells me its not enough! $10 the sch clinic charge me each time... but a whole dat of discomfort and urge not to go for the next treatment in a wks time? You know whats worse???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! It may not work and still i have to go for a minor sugery for the real doc to cut it out again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!

American History X

Was watching this movie today. Think that it is pretty good. In the movie, Derek was asked by his teacher/councilor "What did u do to try to make your life better?" He could not answer because he felt he never tried i guess. So i am now asking myself back the same question and "Did I try?"

At the end of the movie, Danny, the other main character, was shot in his sch toilet. He was to submit an essay to his teacher that morning. At the end of his essay he quoted someone. The person quoted was not mention. It triggered my curiousity to find out and here it is.....

We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory, stretching from every battlefield and patriot grave to every living heart and hearthstone all over this broad land, will yet swell the chorus of the Union, when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.

Lincoln's First Inaugural Address, March 4, 1861

Think the quote is slightly different in the script though.